I am completely whipped out today. And anxiety breathing has returned. I don’t know what my problem is but I feel half awake and yet my heart is racing/pounding and my breathing won’t “catch”. When I got up this morning I didn’t feel like doing anything. I didn’t want to make breakfast. I didn’t want to shower. I did both under much self flogging. I got to work and didn’t want to work. I pushed through and just feel like going home and crawling under the covers and going to bed. That just may be what I will do.
Bob’s pulmonary pressure test is scheduled for Thursday afternoon. It turns out they don’t have to put him out but will numb the area of the neck where they stick the catheter in the artery. Bob is NOT looking forward to this and is fighting it. He is tired of being poked and prodded and looked over only to be told they only have an idea of what might be wrong. Still, I think they need to rule out what it isn’t before they diagnose what it is.
My new glasses still have not arrived although my new Easter/wedding season dress has. However, as per the dress, I desperately need to find some Spanx for my upper gut. And maybe some self tanner. And a pretty pink necklace. And maybe a pretty pink handbag. Thankfully I have a credit at the local consignment store that features pretty pink necklaces and handbags. I’m on my own as far as the Spanx are concerned though. Any suggestions where to find them? Any suggestions as to a cheaper though not flimsier alternative?