I got a call today from the woman who was to be my new boss. She rescinded the job offer because she heard from HR and it seems because I am on formal warning I am not eligible to reply to job postings or to change jobs until warning has passed. I did not know this. I am not sure when my formal warning is over. I explained to the woman why I was on formal warning and asked if I may please reapply when I am no longer on formal warning. She said I could but now I doubt she’ll look at me again. I am here until I die. I have to start all over. I don’t know when formal warning is over. What a giant mess.